satoko hojo | 北条 沙都子 (
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2021-05-22 03:34 pm (UTC)
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the paper reads, written in a perfect spiral:
]
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
But perhaps, if your life had been long,
If you had obligations and duties to fulfill,
The inspiration to serve would grow.
The inspiration to live would grow.
But nobody is left to serve.
Nobody is left to live for.
Ah... I am alone, am I not?
This world is empty without her.
I move on through the veil.
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
Our kitchen still remains untouched.
A perfect tableau. An undisturbed crime scene.
Shall I clean it? Will I?
The blood lingers long after.
A spotless white kitchen remains.
A kitchen bathed in red remains.
I cannot stand to look at it.
I cannot stand this world any longer.
I move on through the veil.
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
Together at the games shop, we laugh and chatter nervously.
「Fancy that.」 「Ah, really?」 「I'll win for sure this time.」
I look at their faces and smile when I speak.
I look at the empty seat every other moment.
Do they not realize? Do they not understand?
Do they truly not comprehend that she will not sit there any longer?
I do not wait for the realization.
I have never had the patience for pointless things.
I move on through the veil.
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
Alone in the space between worlds,
I gaze out upon Naraka.
A million millions of fragments.
A million millions of lifetimes.
A million million rebirths and deaths.
Ah, will my karma ever be made clean?
It doesn't matter, I am certain.
Nirvana is always one jump away.
I move on through the veil.
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2/2
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
But perhaps, if your life had been long,
If you had obligations and duties to fulfill,
The inspiration to serve would grow.
The inspiration to live would grow.
But nobody is left to serve.
Nobody is left to live for.
Ah... I am alone, am I not?
This world is empty without her.
I move on through the veil.
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
Our kitchen still remains untouched.
A perfect tableau. An undisturbed crime scene.
Shall I clean it? Will I?
The blood lingers long after.
A spotless white kitchen remains.
A kitchen bathed in red remains.
I cannot stand to look at it.
I cannot stand this world any longer.
I move on through the veil.
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
Together at the games shop, we laugh and chatter nervously.
「Fancy that.」 「Ah, really?」 「I'll win for sure this time.」
I look at their faces and smile when I speak.
I look at the empty seat every other moment.
Do they not realize? Do they not understand?
Do they truly not comprehend that she will not sit there any longer?
I do not wait for the realization.
I have never had the patience for pointless things.
I move on through the veil.
When a loved one dies, you have to commit suicide.
When a loved one dies, no other recourse remains.
Alone in the space between worlds,
I gaze out upon Naraka.
A million millions of fragments.
A million millions of lifetimes.
A million million rebirths and deaths.
Ah, will my karma ever be made clean?
It doesn't matter, I am certain.
Nirvana is always one jump away.
I move on through the veil.