I invited her to join us and she said that she had no interest in 'stuffy' affairs, directly to their faces. Of course they wouldn't like her after that kind of remark.
I've tried to see if she wanted my help with studying when her grades began to slip, but she just laughed it off, like she hadn't a care in the world. More than once! I've talked to her far more than 'twice' in a year and a half! I offered to make time for her and she accused me of putting up some kind of façade!
[ Her frustration is eking into her normally calm voice. Brittle and unhappy. She just wanted to have Satoko with her and yet it hadn't seemed to work. Nothing she had tried had ]
I can't help the way my new friends think of her, I do my best to tell them she's a nice girl but it doesn't help that she disdains everyone else in the school! She dropped a load of pans onto a group of girls from a chandelier--she's lucky she didn't seriously hurt someone with that trap of hers!
That sort of thing was fine in Hinamizawa but we can't act like that in Saint Lucia's! I kept my mouth shut even though I know she was the one who did it. I protected her! I lied to the Headmistress when she asked if I had any idea who did it!
[ Real anger and frustration now, pouring out of her in a torrent she can't seem to stop. Maybe because she feels so raw. Maybe because it makes her feel so cold, hearing the way that Satoko had obviously interpreted the last eighteen months of their lives. She has to defend herself--has to prove she's not some awful girl.
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I've tried to see if she wanted my help with studying when her grades began to slip, but she just laughed it off, like she hadn't a care in the world. More than once! I've talked to her far more than 'twice' in a year and a half! I offered to make time for her and she accused me of putting up some kind of façade!
[ Her frustration is eking into her normally calm voice. Brittle and unhappy. She just wanted to have Satoko with her and yet it hadn't seemed to work. Nothing she had tried had ]
I can't help the way my new friends think of her, I do my best to tell them she's a nice girl but it doesn't help that she disdains everyone else in the school! She dropped a load of pans onto a group of girls from a chandelier--she's lucky she didn't seriously hurt someone with that trap of hers!
That sort of thing was fine in Hinamizawa but we can't act like that in Saint Lucia's! I kept my mouth shut even though I know she was the one who did it. I protected her! I lied to the Headmistress when she asked if I had any idea who did it!
[ Real anger and frustration now, pouring out of her in a torrent she can't seem to stop. Maybe because she feels so raw. Maybe because it makes her feel so cold, hearing the way that Satoko had obviously interpreted the last eighteen months of their lives. She has to defend herself--has to prove she's not some awful girl.
Even if she truly is. ]