[That expression... just how many times has he been betrayed? The pain mirrors Zero, the same distrust and sorrow written upon his face. Though his had been marred with hatred.]
I am weak.
[She glances down, a bitter smile touching her lips.]
I'm supposed to be the scariest most powerful being back home, you know? I thought being a vampire made me strong, but- I'm terrified all the time. Power has never once helped me to feel secure. It never helped me hold onto the people I love.
[Her heart hurts, chest churning. Is she even qualified to talk to him like this? When sometimes it feels like everything has begun to crash down upon her.]
You know... I've been betrayed and hurt by the people I love most. Even now back home I'm struggling to understand why. Sometimes it hurts so badly, I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know anything, and I'm constantly lost.
[Right now she's nothing by a lion cub surrounded by predators that want to consume her.]
But even though I keep chasing after the reason as to why that person hurt me, or why my best friend is also my enemy, I... even when I was completely lost and just wanted to disappear, there were people that picked me up. There's still people that want to see me smile, who put themselves on the line for my sake or risk their lives.
[Reaching through the bars she tries to stretch out to him.]
Even if I've been betrayed and hurt, and even if I'm weak, there are still people that accept me for me. Sometimes it's painful, but... it's even more unbearable alone. [So very lonely and devastating.]
That's why, Nakahara-san, you don't have to be alone. Even if you're weak, or you've made mistakes or are scared, it's okay. It's okay, because I'm here, as well as the rest of your friends.
[It's not just her. She's confident about that. A person like him lights up the world around him.]
Everyone cares about you. No one thinks less of you. You're incredible. You've endured so much pain, but you still manage to smile. You helped me when I had no one else to turn to. You helped me find a job, and have done so much. I don't think you're weak at all. You're strong, and brave, and a genuinely caring person. If anything, I truly admire you.
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I am weak.
[She glances down, a bitter smile touching her lips.]
I'm supposed to be the scariest most powerful being back home, you know? I thought being a vampire made me strong, but- I'm terrified all the time. Power has never once helped me to feel secure. It never helped me hold onto the people I love.
[Her heart hurts, chest churning. Is she even qualified to talk to him like this? When sometimes it feels like everything has begun to crash down upon her.]
You know... I've been betrayed and hurt by the people I love most. Even now back home I'm struggling to understand why. Sometimes it hurts so badly, I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know anything, and I'm constantly lost.
[Right now she's nothing by a lion cub surrounded by predators that want to consume her.]
But even though I keep chasing after the reason as to why that person hurt me, or why my best friend is also my enemy, I... even when I was completely lost and just wanted to disappear, there were people that picked me up. There's still people that want to see me smile, who put themselves on the line for my sake or risk their lives.
[Reaching through the bars she tries to stretch out to him.]
Even if I've been betrayed and hurt, and even if I'm weak, there are still people that accept me for me. Sometimes it's painful, but... it's even more unbearable alone. [So very lonely and devastating.]
That's why, Nakahara-san, you don't have to be alone. Even if you're weak, or you've made mistakes or are scared, it's okay. It's okay, because I'm here, as well as the rest of your friends.
[It's not just her. She's confident about that. A person like him lights up the world around him.]
Everyone cares about you. No one thinks less of you. You're incredible. You've endured so much pain, but you still manage to smile. You helped me when I had no one else to turn to. You helped me find a job, and have done so much. I don't think you're weak at all. You're strong, and brave, and a genuinely caring person. If anything, I truly admire you.